Dead excited for tomorrow!
Interview with Kayy then cooking dinner for the bird :)
Proper posh nosh, hope it turns out as good as I’m hoping haha! What could go wrong lmao!

I’m actually the gheyest person I know lmao. aww.

It just keeps getting better!!!!
Oh I’ve never been so fucking happy!!!

I like when people say things then actually do what they say they’re going to :D

But today! Match day with the lads!!!

Life is more than amazing right now.
Who woulda thought it eh :)

Didn’t even know what CBT was a few weeks ago, turns out it just me all over hahah :’)

Proper dead happy loads, having more than enough fun and haven’t stopped smiling and laughing for 6 weeks straight. Still got a few things that need to be sorted out but I’m getting there :)

who needs a label when you know what you have. Shit happens, people change and life goes on so you can choose different paths and be happy.

I’ve got it good. :)

Breakfast in bed; coffee, eggs and crumpets with abirra Bob Dylan :)

Oh what is going on. Whereeee haveee youuu beeeeen?!

3.

Sure I love life! What happened there haha! Excitedddd. Not sayin am not gonna have my off days but yano fuck ittt :D

Can’t wait!!! :)

It’s mental! And I love it!

And it’s safe to say I’m lost!
Lost in translation and everything else.

Sure I’m havin a boss day though :D exept the horses, they need to do one!

I’ve had some sort of breakdown again, should I be feeling this like empty happiness and wishing wellness onto people who have hurt me again? I just don’t get myself and my thoughts at all, why can’t I stay sad/mad for long? Yet I stay awake for days telling myself positive things… and planning things.. Making sure I put myself first for a while. It’s the least I deserve. I love being me. And I’m more than proud of myself for what I’ve been through all my life, I’m not preaching or saying I’ve had the worst life ever. But I’m proud of me and of who I am and of certain people I have around me. What fate has in store for me I haven’t a clue but ying and yang and balance shall be restored.

Peace :)

New chapter in my life. :) bring it on! so glad the last page in that chapter has turned! Can’t wait to see what life has to throw at me next!

Seriously though. If you read this, I wish you the best. I can’t be that person who hates you. I despise what you’ve become and what you’ve done but I know you’re just lost and I know the real you will come back one day. Maybe one day we can be friends again but for now I don’t need nor want you in my life. I’ll always love you, Smiley.. But that smile aint there no more and your sun no longer shines for you.
Be safe. xxx

I change my hair too much

Fuckin yes!!! 2 days :D !!!
Finally had some sleep! oh so happeh today,
Can’t wait to watch ” the wool gettin skinned off the sheep” hahahahaahahahahaha :’)

New hair, new life, new me, no you. Sounds fab :) to me and everyone else…